GONE?

I sent you off early yesterday morning. I woke up early in the morning to bring you to the station. I wonder if you can see my fear through your joy and happiness. I'm waiting right now to hear from you but then again there is the part of me telling me that you will not message me anyway so why am I still waiting.

I hate myself for waiting.
I hate myself for not being able to let go.
I hate myself for not forgetting the good times.
I HATE ME FOR BEING ME.

I'm so damn insecure now. I guess its alright since I won't be seeing you for ages. You won't have to see me this way. No one will have to.

And I'll be HOME soon.

Sheryl
Undergrad Law
Cardiff University

Current Favourite Song:
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I will always be here,
No matter how much you hurt me!


a car: VW Golf GTI or
Mercedes C220 SE
a new laptop
new toys
and the list goes on...


In Cardiff
In Kuala Lumpur


Looking For Something
Lousy Spellers
Messenger On The Go
My New Best Friend
The Best Site In The World
World Of Wonders




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