Wednesday, February 21, 2007 @ 2:06 pm
BLEAHMissed like 2 tutorials for this week yesterday, gonna die next week!
Was sick for the whole of yesterday, barely got out of bed so spent the whole time watching VM2 and well, accomplishment I finished it.
*I gotta stop watching tv series and start studying...
and great news I blew my budget this month already.
Best news - Just 2 more days till you will be back.. :D
Sunday, February 18, 2007 @ 4:01 am
:)a little high at the moment,
not that sleepy,
and not really homesick but
missing it nevertheless
But then again
Talking to you makes me smile
so at the moment I am happy.
You have just made my first day of Chinese New Year, great.
Thank You!
Saturday, February 17, 2007 @ 6:45 pm
COME HOME SOON...I put away the groceries
And I take my daily bread
I dream of your arms around me
As I tuck the kids in bed
I don't know what you're doin'
And I don't know where you are
But I look up at that great big sky
And I hope you're wishin' on that same bright star
I wonder, I pray
And I sleep alone
I cry alone
And it's so hard livin' here on my own
So please, come home soon
(Come home soon)
I know that we're together
Even though we're far apart
And I'll wear our lucky penny 'round my neck
Pressed to my heart
I wonder, I pray
And I sleep alone
I cry alone
And it's so hard livin' here on my own
So please, come home soon
(Come home soon)
I still imagine your touch
It's beautiful missing something that much
But sometimes love needs a fighting chance
So I'll wait my turn until it's our turn to dance
I wonder, I pray
I sleep alone
I cry alone
Without you this house is not a home
So please, come home soon
I walk alone
I try alone
I'll wait for you, don't want to die alone
So please, come home soon
Come home soon
Come home soon
*Its a song by the way, not that good to create stuff..:P
by SheDaisy. Willing to send it if you want it.
Lastly again, Happy Chinese New Year!
Thursday, February 15, 2007 @ 11:44 am
V Day was yesterday!
Did damn a lot of photoshopping sooo now damn lazy to do somemore for my blog.. :)
I shall just use the picture I like the most and leave it at the end of this post.
CNYis this weekend.
Paying hell a lot for a CNY dinner and maybe a CNY breakfast.
Wondering how I am gonna fulfil my gambling addiction this year.
And missing my home, family and friends in KL.
But well life goes on...
and I wish everyone a Happy Chinese New Year.
Together! ... :D
Saturday, February 10, 2007 @ 6:09 pm
MY CHOCOLATE BEAR
given by Vivien..Thank You!
In its original wrapping..untouched and uneaten..YET!
Unwrapped, but still uneaten...he looks so cute here!
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Fast Forward
Bear's head left, body has been eaten...very delicious.
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Now!
Nothing left of Mr. Bear... :D
All eaten!
YUMMY!
@ 7:45 am
Heart of Stone?Today, one of my cousins called. Realised how much I'm going to miss them during Chinese New Year because every new year for a whole week every night, I only see them.
We gamble and hang around till very late in either one of the houses. We'll play till we take out practically all our ang pau money to place on the table. There's always one who wins the most and one who loses a lot but well the money is still in the family right...
Thinking of them, I remembered something my cousin brother asked me to try one day.
1. Think as hard as you can, and then list your ten closest friends, dearest to your heart from you were born until now.
2. Keep the ten in your mind, now think when was the last time you spoke to each one of them, the last time you called them out for a drink, the last time you saw them and the last time you showed them that you cared.
3. Now of all the ten people that you listed, take away one, just ONE that you can bear to never see again in your whole life, never to talk to or even to meet by coincidence.
4. After that, take another friend off the list, one that you will never ever see again or talk on the phone, just gone out of your life.
5. Can you bear it?
At the time, I did this, my mind was clear. It was set. I threw away one person off the list without a thought in my head. With no regrets. I did not care, I told him that my heart was made of stone so I did this without shedding a tear for the friend that I would never ever have contact with again.
Now, I wonder if I really would be able to bear it if the person was truly gone. If I were never to meet, never to exchange a friendly word. Whether my heart was truly hardened towards the person. Mostly, if I were to do this again if I would choose the same person, and if I did would I shed a tear this time.
Can you imagine, someone truly gone, disappeared. You'll never see them again. Never in your entire lifetime.
The purpose of this test is not to make you sad or to make you cry. Its plainly just for you to realise how certain people mean so much to you over the years. Sometimes, one of you has to be bold enough to take the first step.
The realisation sometimes will sink in a little later but I know that the realisation will happen, come sooner or later.
To my friends, I always care even though I suck at showing it.
To my cousins, I miss you guys, and have a good chinese new year. (Weng Yi Ko, collect my ang paus but please don't collect the money in it for yourself as well)
Thanks Weng Yi Ko, for the call and for this, my realisation.
- 'Dedicated to those who care enough to venture forward and take the first step' -
Friday, February 09, 2007 @ 4:05 pm
Brrr...It Snowed!Two days in a row, I had to get up damn early in the morning thanks to the snow. Well today wasn't that early but it felt early to me. Went off to be photographer and lost nice beautiful sleep time.
Well, snow was nice and white in the beginning. In the middle, was wet and slippery and turning to ice. In the end, there was no more ice and just puddles left on the floor. :)
Playing with snow is fun and kinda cool. Your hands tend to get numb after playing way too long which was what happened today. Bute Park is dam big, and well it is really nice in this weather, different but nice.
Cold but eventful day.
Here are pictures, with the main focus being SNOW!
Talybont North, where I stay...
Bute Park, where I obviously don't stay
The park was lovely, loads of trees covered with snow and beautiful white snow covered the whole field.
Today I can finally say, I played with snow... :)
Sunday, February 04, 2007 @ 4:03 pm
Tagged by 'Mummy'Each player of this game starts out by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read you blog!
Weird = odd, unusual.
1. I get really really horrible withdrawal symptoms when I don't have internet.
2. I think really hard about the minor details and don't think about the important stuff at all.
3. I act like a kid around the certain few that I trust enough.
4. I must have a clock or a watch around me at all times.
5. I will think either think a lot or just be plain impulsive when it comes to shopping.
6. I act the opposite of what I think or feel.
Now, I'm gonna bend the rules cause I can't think who else reads my blog and well basically I'm lazy soooo.... I'm not going to tag anyone.Hehe.
Out of curiousity, why is the number 6 chosen for this purpose?
Laters.
@ 3:15 am
"Where'd You Go?"
by Fort Minor
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,
"I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing
"Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbecue up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Halloween with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once and a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find that you have something to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing
"Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For why you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you've got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it...
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
A while ago, you gave me this song,
Back when times were great,
When things were different,
Now I listen and I wonder,
If everything will ever be the same again.
I want things to be the same.
I want things to not be this way.
When you're not around things are different and
I miss you so.....so tell me where'd you go.
And please come back home......soon...
