Monday, May 14, 2007 @ 1:52 AM
*MOOD-Y*Argh, I know I'm not supposed to blog but my personal message has a character limit on it and I could not fit everything I am feeling now into words.
Today was a day out and so was yesterday, but my mood has not changed one single bit.
I feel out of it, don't feel like myself, and most of all my first paper is in 3 days or less or slightly more, damn even my maths is going haywire.
I need to get out of this funk, if not my paper is so going to suffer.
So unstable right now I can just fall apart at any time. And yet the facade continues, I shall continue to hide behind a mask at least just to keep myself sane until the 6th of June.
The 6th of June will be a glorifying day, cause by then I hope and I pray my emo-ness will go away along with all the other nonsense.
just *poof* into thin air.....
*hope I wont do anything stupid for at least the next 3 ++ weeks, i think...
